The calm before the storm.
The day before a change.
Tomorrow begins a long slog upwards toward the summit of what I can achieve. A journey of improvement. A pinnacle of self-reliance.
I don’t know why I am so sure that “this time is different”. Why I have failed in other attempts to get on the right path, and failed…quit…gave up.
There is a certain steeleyness in me now, is all I can say. As if I have glimpsed the downward slide into oblivion, this world of inadequacy and failure and self-loathing, and know that it isn’t for me.
There are other worlds than this. And I aim to explore every one.
Tomorrow, we climb upwards.